Today i was bored as hell!!! And when i have too much time on my hands i tend to think lots.
Basically i have a goal and that is to become a respected player within the touch community. I know i can play but i know there is still so much room for improvement. How can i improve? Well first of all i could up the fitness, but the thing is that i find it hard to find time to do fitness, especially during the semester. But it seems like i'm making excuses. People don't just become good by sitting on there bottoms, they get out there and do the hard yards. They practice but most of all they have self belief that they can do it. No point putting in the time and energy and not beleiving in yourself.
Sunday, July 22, 2007
Saturday, July 21, 2007
A new beginning
I've started diaries and journals dozens of times but never been able to keep them going. I either get lazy or too busy or simply forget about them. Heavnens know what will keep this one going lol.
Recently i've been really sick with an infection and ended up in hospital. Great way to end my last week of uni holidays. But i guess my body needs the rest. So instead of going out on my last homework free weekend i've opted to stay at home only to find myself bored out of my brains. As much as i want to go out i feel it would be silly to risk my health. Never in my life have i ever felt so sick and the last thing i want to feel is as miserable as i did those few days. None the less, not going out means saving monies!! Which i am in desperate need of, especially with the shortage of hours at work, not to mention my ongoing hobby of SHOPPING.
The weather's been dreadful lately, so cold and miserable. No wonder so many people are sick. Hopefully theres some sunshine waiting for us on the otherside.
Got my uni results back, quite happy with them. Happy until i find out what others have gotten. I have this thing of comparing myslef to others. If they do better than me than i feel that i haven't tried hard enough. I can't quite seem to be content with what i get. Is it my competitive nature which leads to this thinkning or am i jealous?
Well that shall do for my first post and lets hope this will bo a semi-frequent occurance.
Chow for now xxoo
Recently i've been really sick with an infection and ended up in hospital. Great way to end my last week of uni holidays. But i guess my body needs the rest. So instead of going out on my last homework free weekend i've opted to stay at home only to find myself bored out of my brains. As much as i want to go out i feel it would be silly to risk my health. Never in my life have i ever felt so sick and the last thing i want to feel is as miserable as i did those few days. None the less, not going out means saving monies!! Which i am in desperate need of, especially with the shortage of hours at work, not to mention my ongoing hobby of SHOPPING.
The weather's been dreadful lately, so cold and miserable. No wonder so many people are sick. Hopefully theres some sunshine waiting for us on the otherside.
Got my uni results back, quite happy with them. Happy until i find out what others have gotten. I have this thing of comparing myslef to others. If they do better than me than i feel that i haven't tried hard enough. I can't quite seem to be content with what i get. Is it my competitive nature which leads to this thinkning or am i jealous?
Well that shall do for my first post and lets hope this will bo a semi-frequent occurance.
Chow for now xxoo
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